Iv come to a point in my life where I have nothing to loose. I have no friends. Im not being dramatic, or exaggerating. I have nobody that I feel like I cant talk to anymore. Sure there are people around me that i text once in a while, but i have nobody that ever calls me just to check in, or make sure im okay.
The only person I talk to is my newly ex boyfriend. He dumped me 2 days ago, but if i dont talk to him ill be completely and utterly alone. I need one person to actually want my companionship. I need someone to love me, and be my friend. I need to feel like if i disappeared ONE PERSON would notice. It’s painful. When it comes down to it, i know that it is truly all my fault. Im not patient, or sympathetic, or even really funny.
Im not a pleasnt person to be around.
But im still a person..